Realizations...

How come we choose from just two people to run for president and 50 for Miss America?

Well I have come to many realizations in the past few days. The biggest one...I have the greatest family and support system in the world. I've been struggling with some things and wasn't ready to share or open up to anyone.....and then I talked with my sister and they all just came spilling out and the support and love I get from her - well it's overwhelming and makes me the luckiest girl in the world.

It's weird how sometimes when you feel down and out, you don't want to reach out to the people you know love you and will help you.

I have finally admitted a few things to myself that I have been hiding from for quite some time, and it feels wonderful and liberating to rid myself of that....now I'm ready to move on and forward - even if it is only baby steps!

Here is some more realizations from this week:
1. I make a lot of messes, all the time, every day.
2. In and of myself, i am super selfish and self-centered.
3. Everything in this life is temporary.
4. Compared to a lot of people, my life is absolutely amazing and i should have nothing to complain about, yet i am not nearly thankful enough.
5. I'm not in control of my life, and when i try to be, it's not a good situation.

Well I think that If life deals you lemons, make lemonade; if it deals you tomatoes, make Bloody Mary's. :)